totally_inheart's Xanga

Friday, September 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 14:18:55 GMT

MOVED!

http://noidea.vox.com

link me link me wtf.

&& tell me if i have not link you <3

p/s; i cant believe my intelligence has dropped drastically -_- i actually forgot that i private-kan this post -_-"

Friday, September 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:35:21 GMT

instead of having my thingstodolist in every post. im making this a sticky post (reads: it will stay as the first post until i've done all these in time. read second post for updates :P)

walk in the rain

~~six two eight eight~~

camwhore (23rd July, 13th Aug, 24th Aug, 3rd Sept)

~~dinner @ restaurant, my treat~~ (3rd Sept @ Italiannese)

~~shopping~~ (oneU)

~~cook~~/~~bake~~

watch more movies

get enough supply of hugs and kisses :P

kidnap your belongings (~~stole; driver's learning license~~ ~~fuck-la. i lost it~~. found again :D; stole; Tshirt. stole; favourite sweater)

~~breakfast~~ (@ subang & @ sunway)

play a song

dance

~~steamboat~~ (25th Sept @ Summer)

trip to some place, be it a day or more.

&& him.

to the beach

make nice caramel

think of something nice to store the memories

shop for the whole day O_o

get high together and laugh whole night watching moon and stars till sunrise

~~steamboat~~

~~six two eight eight :P~~ (he's no longer interested -_-)

@ 9th July 2007.

~~for chaulinlin yang tak malu.~~

~~meet up with her before my body scrub expired~~. (@oneU 13.08)

happy now? x)

Friday, September 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:30:03 GMT

how does it feel like to be the last one to find out something everybody knows? times 3451234 when it's actually someone you care. or at least i thought i care. and they, too.

and how could i possibly forget that? and how could they forget that, too? it just gimme a feeling that, things are falling apart, things are drifting away. no?

it's just depressing how things just fall apart like this.. maybe he's right. things wont last long. it comes and go. especially, that. i denied. i argued. i said its not true. of so many, this is the only thing that will last. and even if it doesn't, i will try my best to make it last as long as possible, because to me, they mean soo damn much. and i wish they know. especially that particular one.

but. again. maybe he's right. because.. i witness it myself. people whom i used to be closed with back then in primary, is a stranger already. people whom i used to be closed with back then in secondary, is someone who i cant talk to anymore. people whom i used to be closed with later on, it drifting apart. people whom i used to be closed with in college, or rather, still close in college.. tell me how long can we be closed? change college lar, flying to perth lar, different course lar itisjustsofuckingdepressing. sometimes i wonder, why i didnt take the courage to know more people, instead of sticking in my comfort zone. my gang.

no wait. that is NOT the point. let's get back to the "they" i originally talked about, okay?

the other day, i went stimboating with him. and we talked a lot. about all my history. my past. the people i was once very close to. not anymore.

and last time, we used to talk about them. it's just depressing lar. he asked me once, why cant i tell him everything like how i tell them. now, i wish to get an answer to my question, "why cant i tell them everything like how i am telling him?"

have things changed? i supposed. a sad one, too. it is not like i am not willing to share. it is because, it's changing, and i feel awkward telling already. another word, drifting apart.

yes, i know ive been spending most of my time with him, and i believe you know why. maybe i shouldnt take that as a reason or an excuse.. but i dont know already. i just dont wish what's happening between them and i, will happen to you and i. i always wanted to make a change. maybe i just cant take the first step, and i dont know why.

i dont know what's the point of this post. i just feel freaking.. hurt? sad? depressed? i dont know. it's just sad to see how i am getting further away from people whom i used to be closed with.

i once said this to someone.

"somehow, people whom i can talk to and with online, will not work when we're face to face. and people whom i can talk to or with nonstop face to face or on the phone.. i will never talk to online. so weird hoh?"

they are online, but we rarely talk. but the problem is, we stopped doing the latter one, too. it's like, we're complete strangers already.

i wish i will never get to talk to you online, and remain as we are - crap the hell outta each other in person.

different note.

OH YA. sarah.

the other day, L was telling me how when you dream of someone, it means the someone wants to see you so damn much o_o

the next day, i dreamed about you, but i cant remember what. and thhheen! you texted me 6 in the morning, remmeber? omg! that was so freaky! but i didnt have credit -_-"

missh you <3

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:02:10 GMT

Helllooo.

I've decided to go on vox.com ;D

Registered already, but still playing around with it, so i'll tell you guys the url when it's officially done, aiiight? Heh heh. It seems like many people has changed from xanga to other blogs, especially to blogspot.com o_O

Anyways. I'll go play with my vox a bit more, and finish up my remaining work.

Oh, before i ciao. A picture to share. Others, im just too lazy to resize it >_<

Yeap! SLR! *runs around naked* wtf.

Canon D350. Basic one. But what the heck, it's SLR! *runs around naked again*

Faster say you're jealous! Heh heh. Tata!

Monday, September 24, 2007

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 23:51:31 GMT

Hello people!

Thanks Cass, Pecky and of course, mymaidoftheday L for coming to the BBQ ;D

& Pecky's dance was a bit disturbing T_T

Thanks B, for doing almost everything >_<

Didn't take any pictures tho -_- Was too busy eating and crapping. Heh.

Anyways, have got work to do. Short update to tell you im still alive.

Oh, i'm still having thoughts about changing blog. vox.com sounds damn kool, all the features rock. The only thing is, you must be a member to comment.. -_- & i've no idea (yet) how to put a chatbox /sweats

But like L said, why do i bother? Meh. Decide later, ta!

p/s; do tell me if you come across some kool free blogs ;P

edit;

HAPPY belated 31st MONTHSARY to the usual one :XX

Muah!!

Friday, September 21, 2007

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 14:33:12 GMT

Finally. Computer, i miss you so damn much wtf. Akhirnya, dengan erm.. bangganya, aku succesfully kejar (wtf) adik aku pergi. wtf wtf HAHA, power giler.

Anyways. So banyak pictures ><" Long long ago.

Random getridofpictures post! ;D

(the left one is actually purple. it's either im colour blind, or my phone is playing tricks)

breakfast love from mom <3, waffle sandwich.

the impossible, wtf. (fyi; black thing cannot be moved, and im just too lazy to explain how this game works)

taken with 2.0megapixel lar, what you expect T_T not edited btw.

my house! hahaha. was competing with ann, my 3 yearold cousin, why she got 19yearold wuliao cousin like me?

pretending..

.. while waiting for my foooddd. XD

he did lamb too, but he said the pictures look ugly. -_- it was yummy tho, thankiiie! <3

the God of Insaniquarium wtf.

mooncakes nowadays /tsk tsk

a kind reminder from McD.

while waiting for the boy. well, studying too. wtf

and erm. im somehow addicted to drawing coconut trees lately -_-

stupid people doing stupid thing.

well. if you're trying to figure out what he's doing. no, he's not wiping his face. he's looking through the tissue. well, apparently, there are holes on the tissue >.>

sometimes, i really wonder what i've done to have friends like this. /sigh wtf.

weekly Mandarin lessons. our management class = me tutor pecky. sounds chun ceh wah wtf.

(no, that second box is not sperm. who the hell learn sperms during business management?! and no, i do not know what's that. helllo? i'm a dedicated tutor okay wtf)

mommy's jelly mooncake.

pianooooo @ Opus (Academy of Music wtf sound so grand)

trying to be artsy. self-shot okay wtf. i got three hands! shit. why i so lame.

last but not least.

RAWR!

sorry lar. no comb at home wtf.

such word-ful post. so unusual hoh?

enough lar, not enough meh? kthxbai!

the boy waiting for my call lar. geez so manja wtf.

AND OHHH.

IM ON HOLIDAY!!!! one week only potong stim wtf. and with 3 assignments and 1 presentation after that wtff.

<3 <3

Monday, September 17, 2007

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 14:03:47 GMT

*blurp* wtf

i watched Hairspray! ;D

if you love musical.

&& using laptop, so no pictures sigh why my little brother like that one always use the computer forever blahhs. i know i've mentioned this before, but zomg, all the group assignments, really have to start doing already! after my CB102 test this thursday >_<

baru finished one chapter out of four -_-

must study faster lar dammit. sigh im sleepy already wtf wehh.

i dont know what else to say, actually. because my brain sudah shut down. ohh ya, i went to the pasar ramadhan today! heh heh. we had an evening walk too, damn funn! (& tiring nearly died wtf) but right, because both of us was on a semi-puasa (unintentionally, we forgot our breakfast and lunch. -_-) we felt the hunger half way walking while chewing potato chips, and felt damn full right after we eat proper food. like you know, how you feel so damn hungry and you think you can eat a mountain of food, but turns out that after 6.7 bites of food, you feel bloated? yeah. sucks.

ohhh and putra jaya is such a good place to take pictures! bahhh. and oh yess oh yess, i've finally got that camera! ;D reveal it later when i got the pictures uploaded. the sexcitement ;D ;D ;D

okayyy. im just gonna collapse on bed ): im so not productive. sigh. but im not changing my mind wtffff no ubat to cure already!

belated.

<3 + 7

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 12:45:34 GMT

Hello. 10 minutes later gotta go do my homework T_T

Yesterday, that boyfriend teman-ed me almost whole day, heh heh. Shut up Ryan wtf.

Yeah, wanted to cut my hair, but the saloon i used to go is closed, then we (Ryan, Cassper, L) went to Subang Square, but that shop looks just too freaky. Hello? Hair is so damn important to vain human being like me! *flips hair* wtf

&& if you know us well enough (us = the gang since foundation program), things that happened around us, spreads around like mushrooms wtf.

ie, Sandra wasnt with us driving around ss15 and Subang Square, but she knows exactly what happened.

>_>

Some incident happened in resource involving overview (/runs away from Sandra), was spreaded all the way to sunway college >_> or rather, all the way to Cassper like totally very wtf.

It's just that, say, if i'm having a stupid conversation to Ryan, i'll be telling Pecky and Sandra, and by the time Ryan feels like telling Sandra how stupid he himself is, Sandra will go, "Yes, Ryan, i know." or "Or so i heard."

-_-"

Teramat potong stim, really.

Geez. What a circle of friends. Hahahah.

& Sandra and i found out that, cockroaches taste like..

MeeHun
Sarsi
Almond

It's a survey we both did, wtf. Those who said these food taste like cockaroaches, hello? Do you actually pick up the lipas to smell? Or, erm, taste? >_<

Sigh. Im just bored. And i should really start my assignments already.

Oh yaaaa.

10th September!

Happy 19th Birthday to horny TT who gets turned on by ass cracks (refer to two post before, read comment)!!!

p/s; i wanted to sms you, but.. i just realised i've two numbers. I dowanna kena scold by whoever that day again -_-"

My cousin Khan Chun!

Okaylar. Homework time! Baiiiiss!

OHH ya. I watched Knocked Up. It was alright, around two hours. But Sandra told me there are many scenes that are cut. And they swear a lot, so a bit potong when you watch in the cinema. I'd say it's an alright movie. Sandra said it's a movie that's pointless, becuase there's no storyline, which is true, cause when she asked me whats the point of the movie, i couldn't answer -_-

But but, the jokes are really funny. Heh heh. But then, the DVD Sandra watch, well, it's like a porno. HAHAH.

to Sandra only; "I'm gonna do that, Heh heh"

p/s; i cant be bothered to edit. so typos or whatsoever, ignore it kay!

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:35:20 GMT

Watched Evan Almighty yesterday ;D Not too bad, except it's just all about Noah's Ark.

I gave up the rat show (lazy check spelling) since pecky literally told me about the whole story, & rushhour3 too, since everybody said it sucks.

Sis was in oneU too, and we were watching the same movie. So, L and i decided to get seats right behind her. And i stupidly told her, and we were late, so she took our place instead wtf

<.<

And we started throwing pop corns at them, hoho. But i think she said i accidently threw some to the person next to her. Not my fault. Blame her for taking my seats /runs away wtf

Anyways, boring pictures ;P

The other day @ oneU Starbucks doing what ~~nerds~~ semi-nerds do.(~~surf~~ stalk blogs and do research for assignment with the ratio of 8:2 wtf)

What i do in 3K and get paid wtf.

Bic & i @ PizzaHut (yeah, i realised that i always hide behind people >.>)

Pistachio love from the boyfriend just because i said i like it O_o Baby, i like LOADDSS of stuffs wtff muka tembok.

Vain.

And Vain with 1/2 face omgwtf.

Vain. Last one, promise wtf

Suddenly feel like changing blog wtf.

Because right. I feel like my xanga is getting too messy >.>

Why lar why i've habit like this. (like, feeling uneasy if the words are messily arranged) (oxymoron wtf) But then, room so damn messy until dad also go, "hello. clean your room please" wtf.

Continue!

I think plastic on cars is the trend now. Cause i saw two in one day.

After this Wira picture, L was like, "PUT DOWN YOUR PHONEE PUTT DOWNNNN"

I guess he's afraid that the driver will hunt us down and murder us wtf. (im feeling rather talkative and lame tonight, so bare/bear with it, mmkayz?)

Itaaaliiiannese! You know, i always think Italiannese is damn small (from the outside) Tau tau its damn huge like kampung meet the city wtf. (or like metropolitan meets the taylors wtf times two)

Cibais.

the almost-finished pasta.

So full can die. Got proof.

Ok. I'm bored uploading.

There you go. Our wuliao-camwhore session. Seriously. There are more that can kill you. And im sure you wouldnt wanna see wtf.

Goodbai! Have a great weekend wtf.

p/s; oh ya. he was trying to do the sweat-sign wtf why my boyfriend like that sigh wtf.

Friday, September 07, 2007

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 10:09:10 GMT

oh kool now the pictures that i uploaded yesterday, miracly appear wtf.

that day 29th, BaskinRobbins 31% off for three days ;D

oh ya, it's because, the other day Cadbury came over to our college and asked us to write our names for few movie tix, what the heck, write name only mar. malaysians love free stuffs wtf. so i wrote my name.

then right, they called that day o.o" but then, L's working, soooo i gave it to my parents (they always get free tix from the two daughters ceh wah /proud) movie's in cineleisure, so im tagging along to go oneU wtf. *lalalala*

kaythxbai!

pictures? eeks. lazy la. tomorrow maybe? :X

got one! but right. damn gross. NOT MY FAULT. PECKY ASKED ME TO TAKE ONE wtf the red shirt girl is her wtf wtf

at your own risk. bai!

p/s; seriously, girls. buy tighter pants. buy a belt. pull up your pants. ><